my mind's checking in on me...

• okay, Angel, so i've flipped it. ain't it amazing that i am that trendsetter.
• it's f'd up, that a woman can spit a hella love piece in a slam and not make the grade, because the audience is predominatly a bunch of females looking to get mind-f'd or laid.
• that i wrote one hella piece and a half that i can't wait to memorize.
• that at the end of the day, i am def where i need to be, with whom i need to be with, and friends with the people that make me want to be and do better.
• that we evolved from the card/domino table to the WORLD. (ha!)
• that the poetry world with the kids is ABSOLUTELY THE MOST REWARDING.
• that after a couple of years our being raised by old folks has transcended into a lifelong thing. i know i ain't taking ______ into my _______ year.
• that even though i love mae lou, on days like today, i still miss hip hop.
• that he and him are STILL my bestest male friends.
• that they both find the love they deserve and that deserves them. (there is a HUGE DIFFERENCE).
• that middle girl finds the love baby girl has. it is amazing.
• that poetry is in my world, it isn't my WORLD.
• convos with the zen master, damn you are funny and she is soooooo blessed!
• i miss my magnolia!!!! monday lunches are not the same.
• that brooklyn is so damn far away, and it houses my two best female poetesses...
• that you don't hold my not texting against me.
• how i'm loving lupe and jill live....
• not going to see jill tonight or tomorrow... BOOOOOOOOO
• if you were close enough I'd hug you and tell you how much I miss you!
• and while it seems i'm much too busy, it never means i'm not thinking about you, wondering about you, and knowing that you're all good!
• that we don't have to talk everyday to know your still in my heart.
• ain't life f'ing grand!!!!!