I hate Christmas.
I hate Mother's Day.
I have a personal relationship with God, but disdain for most organized religion.
Every Christmas I asked Santa for my mom.
Every mother's day I am reminded that I don't have one.
My great grandmother told me that God answered prayers. He never answered the ones about my mother.
I know God forgave me. I forgave him.
It's not blasphemous.
E. Zora Knight
2005-12-24
Christmas
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i have often wrestled with guilt over being angry or upset with God...but in the end I realize that He says he's our friend and our parental figure, etc...and in those types of relationships that is a natural, normal emotion to go through...glad to know i'm not the only one...
I may have to post about this myself sometime. I just hope I can get to where you are in the line before last. I am not sure I am equipt with the ability to truly have faith anymore. I not only abhor most types of organized religion, I feel somewhat lost in my quest of creating the amalgamation of ideologies that most make sense. I believe God exsists. I do. I just really really hope that someday I FEEL that God exists without it being a momentary flash.
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