I Rise...

i, fire smoldered, flicked from tip of spent cigarette butt left to die alone..... suffocating.... shallow breaths steal farewell kisses exhausted by inhalation of ash from phoenix's tears... i rise.... to fall from loose lips betrayed by exotic truths left on tip of tongue... spilling... fallacies real imagined.... once... u and i, gum and cheek, smoke lingered 'round fingers, threading shattered exsistencies sowing seeds like cloth... to blanket me... covet me...once...wish like moons upon stars upon suns upon you...badly like a child's desire... then come true... i red lips tattooed upon butt of cigarette left dying alone... your fragrance a star i call upon.. child like... shallow breaths leave like golden hues upon autumn leaves.. soon